Full-Blown Suffering: My Fight With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a overcast weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid stabs, like lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.

The headaches appeared frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.

This condition typically start with intense discomfort behind a single eye that lasts for three hours.

Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, severe pain around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the severity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.

One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.

Still, the inability to plan life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.

Ancient medical records propose unusual remedies for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in treating the condition note this.

In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.

In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his complaints.

Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode eased.

National guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some individuals.

But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are handled with acute therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.

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